This was a bit of a surprise to me because I’ve always thought of myself as a nice guy, to which she agreed.She stated that she spoke about my cockiness in terms of my body, my physique, that this was the area where I behaved in that annoying fashion.She then left and went upstairs to my friend’s apartment. The next day we met up again, we had dinner, and somehow we ended up back at my apartment. Other than just the guy who was showing her around the city.I will not be entering into great detail, but you can imagine how that visit went. However, my humorous words turned into a reality, and we were in my bedroom by the second night.To that relationship, I’ll say that it ended due to natural causes, and simply because of the way the world, time and distance work.We no longer speak, but I have made attempts to communicate.That’s how it all began, a couple of us were hanging out, and she said to me that one of her friends was visiting the city. “You can’t get mad at me if something goes down between us though.” The interesting thing about this time frame is that I cannot remember how we actually met.
I think we both had closure, and have successfully moved on.We were kissing in front of the building for quite some time before the doorman came out and started complaining about us loitering. Case in point, I jokingly had asked my friends if they were sure that they wanted me to be the one to show this woman around the city?I found his c-blocking terribly annoying, and I was going to protest but she stopped me and bid me good night. There was some fire in this newly founded intimate relationship. However, I had no way of knowing that this woman was going to be attracted to me, or that she would be in any way shape or form even remotely interested in me.As I said I would not do it, but the public shaming that I have given myself in this arena is to further ensure, a further safeguard to prevent such thoughts from entering my head.I originally intended this post to be about my sharing on that particular relationship from the early beginning, but it seems to have veered in a different direction.